Friday, August 28, 2009
Kudos (:My Fair Lady. <333:D황시영,AJA AJA, FIGHTING!!! (:♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
|
Friday, August 28, 2009 |
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Wooh~Today no sch (:haha. so stay at hme.finally i'm able to surf net :Dand yipee. yst went 2 watch speedy scandal.lucky we arrived juz in time b4 e movie strt.and finally get to eat popcorn (:Yum yum. & awesome movie right.haha. okay i been praising this movie dunno hw long alr.coz i like mah. and film by my cth oppa <333back to today.Eh today is mum's birthday (:haha. Happy Birthday wor.Hope her to stay healthy and happy.:DDMy fair lady.i wan watch. bt no time ):
and yeah my jae hee goin 2 film hollywood drama (:KUDOS kudos. :Dhaven study AAS yet.and practical assignment on fri.so busy with test and exam.Time pls pass faster.haha.& my hat haven been wear since i bought frm msia in june ):also i'm glad to have a bunch of good frenzs (:♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
|
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 |
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Dae, went to square 2 yst.with ping (:coz there gt scandal makers exclusive interview of cast.and everything. damn appealing 2 me.so i went :D& also to get shinhwa-Junjin and Andy poster.Hahaha. Tot wun hav alr.bt left plenty of it.so went to tak their poster.After tat went to listen to the DJ tok abt speedy scandal stuffs.show footage of the show.haha. i watch b4 all alr (:i tot they gt new 1. haha.then DJ ask qns abt speedy scandal.if correct gt poster.4 qns. and i went 2 ans the second 1.and gt e poster. :Dactually kinda malu lea.coz i wan e poster badly so i raise my habd 2 ans.Lol. malu malu. -.-after tat gt kiddos contest.they are all so cute la.(:all super adorable. haha.juz lik wang suk hyun [Hwang Kidong in scandal makers]haha.Ard 3pm,head to dobhy ghuat.went 2 meet up with eve and cherie.haha. we reach first bt last to meet them.coz we reach early and went PS walk walk.Meet up, bus-ed to ecp.Wow very long since i went cycling alr :Dand i carry such a big big poster with me.so do ping. haha.Cycle cycle, ate chic wings.& photo taking! :)Hahaha. bt e most unlucky ting is e slippers i wore broke.lik wth can =.=then i cycle bare footed to a nearby shop 2 buy slippers.thanks ping 4 acc me cycle bare footed at tat time.coz very malu then i ask her acc me.then she acc me, thanks wor. (:Bought e slippers.so ugly bt cost me 7bucks lea.wtf la. i shouldn't wore tat shoe out.): ): ):EXPENSIVE!!!after buying tat EXPENSIVE shoes,cycle awhile then time 2 return bikes.return and then bus-ed back 2 PS.then train-ed 2 amk.ate dinner then hme.overall, hav quite a fun time with my sec cliques (:Maybe we should meet up anytime 4 other stuffs.during sept (:Okay sum of e pics we took.rest alr upload at FB. :D
& lastly, speedy scandal poster! (:
Haha. Done.off to watch shows.& my nieces & cousin cumin over later.WHEE~~I'm trying to be cheerful bck.(:♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
|
Sunday, August 23, 2009 |
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Eh anyway 2nd aunt went back today.haha.actually alr grateful 2 her 4 staying at our hse 4 3days.and been slping on e sofas!i wanna let her my bed.bt she refused.anyway thanks 2 her 4 taking care of my mum.everything should be better now.hopefully nothing goes wrong again.juz wish 2nd aunt can cum often.& tok 2 mum (:relative visit wen free.I hope mum to cheer up and be healthy back!:DAnyway sorry 2 all 4 my moody mood.or emo-ing these few wks.i'm sorry.but still thanks all 4 encouragement :Di shall be happy crazy back!haha.report done.bt i nt sure is it correct.i doubt it correct ):anyway juz pass i happy liao.:)after report alot test and exam cumin.omo! no time play alr la.DIE D:i haven touched my notes yet.i shall strt soon.time shall pass faster :Dwith everything goes well.i dun1 be sad anymore so prob pls dun find me again.thanks.i am waiting 4 25aug.cozi tink i goin watch speedy scandal tat day :Dhopefully.and 26aug is mum birthday! haha.anyway sis is feeling better now too.:Di tink our 'up' is approaching.i'm waiting! (:Shall end with my cth oppa pics :Dspeedy scandal scene.
Nam soo hyun-filming commercial
once a popular artiste in seoul [as in e movie]
Hwang ki-dong :D love him saying 'HALA-BOJI HALA-BOJI' [meaning grandpa]Let me be alittle spoilers*NSH a once popular artiste becum DJ. he claim he popular and care much abt face. he can't believe he gt a daughter and grandson. find all means to chase them away. then he lik grandson teacher. ask grandson help him find out abt his teacher stuffs. relationship becum closer. wat will e ending be?* watch it :Dit a comedy plus tochin movie. (:GTG. watching my alfred later.he cumin out later for awhile.Bye~♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
|
Thursday, August 13, 2009 |
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Emm...Yst saw u weekly cover.see a new movie cumin up.suspected, flip u-weekly in co-op shop.and yeah (:SPEEDY SCANDAL-SCANDAL MAKERS[과속스캔들]!!!20 aug 09 CATHAY :Di knew it airing! so happy. i wan to watch it!although it my 4th time watching.bt it my 1st time watching in singapore (:Ppl do catch it :D it gt high high rating in seoulcth oppa gt male actor 4 this show too :)so 과속스캔들 FIGHTING!!!Speedy Scandal poster 
[과속스캔들 family]
CTH OPPA!!!<333333 yeah.shall watch it wen it release. :DDokay yst told st everyting.thanks st & hid 4 acc me. i alr try asking.and u know e ans i gt.i'm nt being stubborn.i oni hope my 2nd aunt stay at my hse longer.not oni till tmr.tat all. bt i doubt so.and sorry st & hid 4 losing bth ur pencils.i'm sorry. & my report writing.i show alot ppl.and i tink i oni wil get juz pass/fail my report ):i alr try my best.Anyway i shall try to cheer up abit.i tink i did so today right?haha. Lol.and today HOG gt alfred (:YEAH!!! although oni a few secs (:
with him walking past wen czs tinking of him.soon wil hav more. [after esp 11] :Di shall go do my report alr.and thanks LJ buying me u weekly (:i'm sorry 2 waste ur money.i tot u hav it.Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAMAN!!♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
Labels: SPEEDY SCANDAL :D
|
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 |
Monday, August 10, 2009
Eh~how to strt?yst i still moody.coz too many tings happen.really too many.till i can't handle.sis can't too.told cousin and sp abt it.and they say giv more concern.i try. i gave.bt wat i get in return?i wonder why is old ppl so stubborn?why why why?Bad bad yr 4 me!i hate yr 09.no happiness and oni more sorrow.wat is tis?why is it lik tat?why me why me why me?i can oni blame my life.& nthin else.i know i'm way too moody.i am trying to cheer up.i'm trying. & tryin very hard.i tel cousin i hope my 2nd aunt can stay over.coz i'm scared.idk why either.today 3plus morning woke up.and i'm shivering.coz of wat she did.i try to giv in 2 her.bt sum ting cannot giv in.it wil harm her.she juz believe herself.
and being so stubborn.nt wanting to heed ani1 advice.probably oni my 2nd aunt.seriously i dun1 trouble my 2nd aunt.she alr 60yr old.and she take care of my mum who is 6yrs younger.bt wat 2 do?she stubborn stubborn & stubborn.she dun tel us wen she is uncomfortable.she dun say.we are nt her we wun know.no matter hw i try talking 2 her.she still wun say.she definitely nt listening 2 sis & my advice too.at times i really very helpless.wen i tel relatives abt mum prob.they try 2 act up 4 me.coz i know if mum noe i e 1 who say it out.she gonna yell at me.i can oni say e oni ting she can do is HELP HERSELF.i hope she do. and does so soon.I really really hope.bt i really nt sure how long it wil take.how long more sis and i nd to be moody.i'm trying to cheer up.sis too. bt wenever i tot tings gonna be better.it turn worst. idk why either too.challenges 4 us?Today actually wanna go out with sp see her zaizai.& i gt alot of tings wan 2 tel her.bt i din went.coz sumting cropped up.a very impt 1.& report nt done.work nt revised.everyting is not touch yet.i wonder how i'm goin 2 cope.& how long i can cope.i really wonder.yst my 2 nieces came over.really nt much mood 2 play with them.they are so adorable. bt i gt no mood.i control bt my tears still it flow dwn.right in front of my nieces & cousin.i tink i really need a angel to help me.i really need. i can't afford 2 lose my mum.bt i can't afford 2 be sad everyday.and can't afford 2 lose my slp.i really dunno wat and how.some1 pls.cum and help us out.help us get out of this dark hole.it too deep and we can't climb out ourselves.we are frightened as it too dark.we need a lending hand.sum1 who can lead us out of tat bloody dark hole.who can? pls cum and save us.i know my post is very very moody.alot ppl asking me to cheer up.and dun worry too much.bt e biggest prob is how to?i may be smiling in front of u all.bt in my heart i'm actually crying.i wan to be strong.bt sumtime i really can't. ):yes i know i muz look positively.i should i must. i know.bt pls give us sum light on how to.still thanks frenzs, cousin 4 asking me 2 cheer up.be strong. i try. seriously i wil try okay.maybe i should turn back time.to change everything.which is totally impossible.i juz wish everything wil be fine back again.i pray.♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
Labels: Let me pray hard...
|
Monday, August 10, 2009 |
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Feel better after crying out yst.and sayin out my woes.thanks shiya lots 4 explaining tings to me.& consoling me.Really appreciate it.I know it my 'down' life now.no matter wat i muz face it.since i nd to face it no matter wat.i should face it happily then.I believe the best is yet to cum.and is otw right?i muz tink this way.Told sis alot juz now.she had a big cry.i told wat shiya told me to her.i hope she understand.and wil lead life happier.juz lik wat i'm trying.We are having 'tough' times now.the best 1 wil be cuming 1.tat wat we should tink.we should be positively.Right shiya?haha.I juz hope tings wil cum lik wat my sis and i wish.we know it will. (:we wil encourage mum often.show loves and concern 4 her often.instead of keeping in our heart.okay sis?we muz be thru it tgther.at least u still hav me.& i still hav u right?let's be strong.stay healthy and be happy.WE SHALL BELIEVE TINGS WILL TURN WELL :Dand thanks shiya 4 consoling and saying so much to me yst.thanks. nxt time anything i wil nt keep in my heart.and shall let u all noe.it wil be better.I'm grateful 2 hav frenzs lik st, sy, sp and ms.to be always there 4 me (:thanks thanks.I LOVE U ALL!!!& I LOVE U TOO MUM & SIS!!!MUM PLS BE HEALTHY AND LISTEN TO US!I HOPE U GET WELL SOON!!!♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
Labels: For my love 1
|
Saturday, August 08, 2009 |
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Haiz...Prob, prob and more probs!I really try to face it myself.bt... i dunno.Today, went bk hme.sis told me this and tat.bt wat i can do?i know u can't tak it.i understand.she giv attitude i also understand.bt wat abt me?do anyone know how i feeling?i kp it inside myself.and try to face everyone with a smile.probably it a real/fake 1.idk. I know u wan it be bk lik it used to be.me too. i wan it be bck lik it used to be too.can we rush? we can't rush also.seriously i wan go thailand also.bt i din even ask whether i can go.coz i know it probably a no.so i din ask. my cliques are all goin.i'm happy tat they can go.bt also sad i can't. ):Sumtime i really envy ppl.why ppl can hav all e best tings.bt it nvr happen 4 me nor my family.i'm despressed as well.i dunno wen i wil actually broke dwn.seriously.sumtime i feel life is so boring.i know u're despressed.unhappy, and cry several times.bt actually i gt e same feeling as u too.it whether i show 2 u anot.i try to put a brave front in front of mum.i dun1 her to worry.i know she picky stubborn at time.bt wat to do? she sick we nd to giv in.i know u do alot of tings.such as cooking, tc of her at hme.coz u're having ur holis now.no life 4 u. i know.i'm sorry. actually i'm afraid to tc of mum alone too.idk why either.how i wish there sum1 to tc of her.bt we cant. we gt no $ to hire a nanny.nor there really sum1 who so free to tc of her.i'm really scared wenever my right eyelid twitched too.i scared tat sumtime bad happen.i fear 4 everything.coz i'm scared.i'm useless i tink.bt wat can i do?haven hav a gd slp since tat time.I really wish to hav happy life.back like it used to be.bt i wonder how long and how to?why i nd to face all this.whereas others is probably having fun out there?i pray tat everything wil be back 2 normal real real real soon!PLEASE!!! i'm afraid i may break dwn soon.DD:i wonder hw i goin 2 fare in my exam.with so many probs in me.i scared i wil flunk my test.i even lost sum interest in watching my kr drama too.wat happen?depression? haiz. i really hope there a angel 2 help me.sumtime i wan 2 find sum1 to talk to.bt who? who wil really understand hw i feel?and who wil find time to listen to my woes?and seriously i hope u listen 2 us.
and dun be so picky and stubborn anymore.
sincerely hope so.Let's me juz pray and hope tings wil turn out well 4 us!I HOPE!!! ♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
|
Thursday, August 06, 2009 |
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Firstly,Let me wish CY,A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!Today is ur day (:muz enjoy it and spend it happily!Stay healthy & be happy always! :DEnjoy urself today ^_^Haha. okay. today lesson push up to 11am.dismiss at 12plus and head to tam1 with ms.shop, walk and buy cy cake.head back 2 sch. Meet up with e rest b4 findin cy 2 giv her her cake.& e card :DHope she like it.After tat stay in sch 4 lunch and hme.reached hme, bathed and out to meet dolleen.:Dbought it and head hme soon after.& juz now,dolleen told me she try bri back sum kjk stuffs 4 me :DYEAH! KOOKIE <333Hahaha. maybe i should ask her help me lookout 4 cth stuffs.:DDshe heading seoul in sept (:bt hopefully tings cheaper so i can buy. haha.This few days use net awhile oni.raelly awhile.not till an hr can. :pi'm trying 2 save electricity.Haha. actually is i gt nthin much 2 use. :p& sorry 2 cherie 2 kp pushing our outing back.22 aug okay? SORRY SORRY!shall meet up soon.15 more mins 15 more mins!!HEART OF GREED :DALFRED!!! (:although alfred wun be out after esp 7.with oni few secs scene in esp 7 & 11.bt e behind esp damn lots him okay (:I shall catch 'dak dak dei' later instead.since alfred nt out yet. fyi alfred is FUNG!!!& also moses is so cute too (:Tat all~Longer post today. Haha. & ppl do catch HOG every weekdays.strting frm today.Ch8 9pm. I tink u all will fall in love with my FUNG :Dalthough he is considered abit of filrt in e show.okay bye.♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
|
Wednesday, August 05, 2009 |
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Practical assignment today.emm...should say easy or difficult?the whole PA i oni dunno how save e method file?in method B of HPLC1.i tot wil use method A who knows ):Boooo!!!hopefully marks deducted nt much. (:After PA, went bugis, then heren, taka & far east.2 look 4 stuffs.After tat hme.Tired really tired ):i tink haven been slping well?idk also. HAIZ...Sorry to ting & hid if i'm moody juz now.i dunno i'm tired or wat.juz feel moody D:Sorry eh.i wonder wen can i slp well soon?& wen wil everything be back to wat it used to be soon.i'm kinda tired of it alr.bt still i muz stay strong! i got no choice dun i?Lol. tat's my life D:i can't choose. Right? ):♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
|
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 |
Saturday, August 01, 2009
Tired~ Tired & more tired~~tat wat i have been feelings lately.idk why either.haha.anyway i ate mac today.so sinful right.i tot i'm on healthier diet? HAHA!:pOh gosh, i tink there sumthing wrong with me.i got alot of stuffs mixed.becum blur sotong alr.every single ting i can rmb & forget.old alr? probably eh.and random feelings today too.got tat feeling.trsut or not?happy sad? Lol.idk why. LMAO =.=i know it super random. :pthese few days i'm really raelly tired.can't help. D:lazy to use net too.oni use second since mon?wow rarely okay.and i watch 'dreams' alr.kim bum show. no really nice.more of joo jin mo scene than bummie 1.D: shall see esp 2 wen gt time 2 decide whether 2 watch not.coz i wanna catch 'my fair lady' which debutting sn :Dtot of goin out with ping, eve & cherie tmr.bt eve can't mak it ):aniway it my last min decision so i'm at fault :xHaha. nxt wk? shall see. (:i shall try 2 be happier :Dmy craziness wil be back soon anytime probably!Haha. sorry 4 mood swings lately.pls pardon me.Thanks (:& nxt wk!!!HOG!!! ALFRED (:♥ Yiing--황시영 ♥
|
Saturday, August 01, 2009 |
